Aug 02
A spider’s web
For Heather
I’ve been watching a spider build a web at my door,
Way up high, in the corner, by the frame.
At first I dismissed it as a nuisance, nothing more,
A spider – a creature so fierce, yet tame.
So docile is her work, and faithful is her labor.
She weaves it to fulfill a basic need.
And, [...]
Jul 27
Packed
Have you fully packed your case?
I have everything I need
Does everything have its place?
I ignore the rules of greed
Wither will you be going?
To a place far, far away
Wild oats you must be sowing
I’ll get lost the more I stay
Will you be away for long?
I wander where the wind blows
Was it something I did wrong?
Right or [...]
Jul 27
Shallow
Superficial is the life I lead
Seems more real than the blood that I bleed
Or tears I cry when I beg and plead
My own advice I neglect to heed
Memory – a phantom of the past
A reminder that nothing can last
The seconds and days go by so fast
A lifetime of woe has been amassed
The real me remains [...]
Jul 26
Would you love me less tomorrow
Would you love me less tomorrow
If I said I love you today?
An ounce of courage I’d borrow
If there could be another way
Never imagined, never dreamt,
And yet it happened all the same
From where was this newfound love sent?
To be thankful or yet to blame?
I thought at least we could be friends,
Get [...]
Jul 08
What else do you see?
She glances at me
While at her I look
Here I want to be
For my heart she took
Not a word was said
For the longest time
Looks sufficed instead
But could she be mine?
“You there – tell me, please,
Just why do you stare?”
Courage I must seize
“Well, it’s just your hair”
The arch of a brow,
A quizzical gaze
If [...]
Jun 17
A World of Fantasies
I live in a World my own, in a World unique
My World is a World of Fantasies
In this World of mine I can find all that I seek,
Where Miracles mix with Heresies
In this place the Guardian of Truth is Desire
It’s a World where haves and needs mean naught
The Soul of raging Imagination [...]
Jun 16
Etiquette
A million rules of etiquette, you’ll never learn them all.
How could you dare to break them? How can you have the gall?
Stand up here, you should never slouch, bow now and curtsey then.
I know I’ve got to kiss a hand, but which one, and when?
I can not visit my friends till I leave a calling [...]
May 17
Empty soul
I’m searching for something to fill my soul
To make the emptiness go away
But what can I find that will make me whole
Or at least get me through another day?
You can’t find a single thing in the dark
There’s only emptiness all around
Problems can’t just float away on an ark
Who here knows where relief can be [...]
May 11
Some kind of party
I’ve been invited to a stranger’s house
Some kind of party, I suppose
Over there a man argues with his spouse
A girl spilled root beer on her clothes
A room filled with unfamiliar faces
In emotion they’re all lacking
Tell me, how much longer must I take this?
My impatience is demanding
My stomach’s tied in knots, feels on [...]
May 09
Walking in a forest
Walking alone amongst the trees
In a forest I feel a breeze
Of my life the wind tells a tale
As I follow the dusty trail
Remembrances of some old friends
Memories of starts and of ends
I see my life before my eyes
Floating, like the clouds in the skies
I keep walking, I feel at peace
And wonder what [...]
May 09
A lone shadow
A lone shadow stalks me
As I walk through the night
Lit by a streetlamp dim
I wonder, “Who is he?”
Though hidden from the light,
I must understand him
Gazing at his dark form,
Hazy and featureless,
He seems strikingly bold
It’s with me he was born,
But his world is darkness
What secrets does he hold?
Though visible to all,
He’s familiar to none
So [...]
May 09
A voice in the dark
A voice in the dark sounds throughout the night
Echoes of sadness and despair
Its dark message stays hidden from the light
I want to help, but I’m not there
I feel the sorrow entering my soul
Losing track of all that I knew
As painful as a wound and black as coal
Sadness is what I’ve been [...]
May 09
Reflecting
Thinking, reflecting, looking at the sunshine
The trees bathed in the light and the shadows they cast
What will happen, and will I know when it’s time?
Looking towards the future, I still think of the past
Separating what I want and what I need
Weeding out everything that helps from all that harms
Often it’s hard to understand, to believe
I [...]
May 09
Empathy
The pain of a suffering soul
Betrayal and a broken heart
Fear that one will never be whole
Feelings of dread about to start
A terrible revelation
Unexpected and so unfair
Appeared without explanation
Caught entirely unaware
They’re words and letters, nothing more
Yet behind them a dark meaning
Opening up a gaping sore
An entire world left reeling
Disappeared are comfort and trust
Questions replace all that [...]
May 09
The girl at my window
The girl at my window, my one true friend
It’s to her these special words I send
She’s always welcome when she comes around
Such a true and faithful pal I’ve found
A knock at the glass and a flashing grin
The best way for a day to begin
I open the window and feel the breeze
With [...]
May 09
Memories
Memories – dirty, decaying, rotting in my mind
Memories – all the tarnished glory I’ve left behind
Memories – I try to hold on, but they’re fading fast
Memories – unforgiving souvenirs of the past
Places – where I’ve once been and where I’ll never return
People – whom I once loved and those who make heartbreak burn
Visions – strange [...]
May 09
I’d like to hold you close to me
I’d like to hold you close to me
And make all the hurt go away
To allow our souls to be free
Let love blossom like a bouquet
The touch of my skin next to yours
The rhythmic sound of your heartbeat
Our love bursts forth through open doors
Two wand’ring souls finally meet
Getting closer [...]
May 09
Always promise that you’ll care
To feel the closeness of your touch
And the warm, sweet scent of your breath
To know just what love is, and such
Feeling something better than death
Simply knowing that you are there
You’re with me, and always to stay
Not afraid to strip feelings bare
Keeping all of our doubts at bay
To hold your hand, caress [...]
May 09
Searching for the words
It’s been a long struggle to find
The best way to say “I love you”
My feelings for you leave me blind
The truth simply has to come through
This preoccupation consumes
Every waking second, all day
Within me I’m sure true love blooms
I need to learn just what to say
I always see you in my head,
And I’m [...]
May 09
Always in my heart
I loved you so much, but I’m afraid you’ll never know
I’ve always been overwhelmed by secrecy and pride
But emotions like love I never learned how to show
I’d trade eternal happiness for a chance to hide
What am I afraid of? It’s the unknown, I assume
And somehow I find “comfort” in a pathetic rut
I’m [...]